This is a perfect exemple how to piss me off. I know its lame to put this put in the public, but im a bitch today.
Text without marks are mister stalkers, below is my comments.

Dear Maria

I wanted to write you one final letter to let you know of all my thoughts and feelings but I don’t have your mailing address. I hope you will read this.

For a while, I started to despise you for not talking to me and I tried not to think of you ever again. I was depressed that you left an empty void where I would normally have been able to talk to you whenever I wasn’t feeling happy.

(serioulsy..get some proffsional help, just becuase I TYPE hi dosent make me your best friend)

Memories come to mind at random moments and I can only think of the good times we shared together. I will never say that I ever regretted talking to you or meeting you because I would be lying. I once told you that if we ever met in real life, you might not like me because when dreams become real, they tend to have annoying human behaviours. But if I could have the chance to go back in time, I would do everything again, although a little differently. I have no regrets.

(what good times? oooh you mean thoose late nights you clutterd my msn with all your little pathetic problems. and yes I made on big misstake...to actaully meet you when you decdied to come to europe...how blonde of me)


The truth is that I don’t even know what I really want anymore, I guess I just want to see you again and just talk like the first time we met regardless of whether I see Camilla again or not. I have some feelings for you that I never told you about. I wish they would go away but I just can’t help it.

(Right thats why you removed my name from your latest devotion. I wonde what camilla would think if she knew that you are actally stalking her. you dont have feelings for me..thats the cheapest trick in the book..serisoly)


You don’t have to reply to this. I am just seeking some closure by getting this off my chest. If you don’t want to be able to talk to me anymore, I will respect your decision and privacy. This will be the last time I will write to you. Just promise that whatever happens in the future, never think badly about yourself over your body image or personal emotions and that you will always make the best decisions to live for yourself and not for someone else.

(so if you bet 100dollars that this wasnt the last email of appology that i got then you are a winner. I dont think bad over myself..im a godess....and you cant have me...touch luck)


I want to thank mr stalker for all thoose email he sent me over the years. I should post them scambaiters.

Im still sick...keep throwing up everythin i eat